Times Flies

 I'm in grade 8... holy shit!!! Its been awhile since I wrote last... sorry about that i just don't keep track of time :P but this is gonna be like 5 sentences because I don't feel like writing too much. I fucken hate my life, and my teeth are annoying and who ever invented dental care is an asshole. I wanna kill them, but if their already dead then I wanna go back in time to the day they were born and kill them!!! BECAUSE ITS THEIR FAULT THAT THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED BRACES!!! Grrr... sigh... well I'm gonna go now... I'm probably going to be on the computer until 2... and then I have to go down to help fund raise for my Japan trip so goodnight!
XoXo Matt (AKA Heather)

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1.03.01

Sorryy!

 Hey sorry I haven't written in a while.... there was things I have been recently dealing with.... mostly heart break. My summer hasn't been the greatest. Hopefully my life will be back to normal when I'm in grade 8, or it will just change some more. I have been thinking the one person who I have been not trusting is myself. I have been really depressed and not taking care of myself and only worrying about some I thought I "loved". BUT that will change. I will just be me and those who do not like that then they can EFF off!

 I usually feel really good after I write. Because here I can write from my heart and I don't get judged! (And I really don't have any followers so that makes it even better!)

Lots of love... Heather!

FML

My life is over, I have nothing if your not in it, I'm sorry! I'm a complete fucking screw up!!!!!!!!!!!! you should know that you know hold my heart! and I don't care if you keep it forever, I just want you to have it for awhile!

So there was this guy...

...and I have recently started to like, and he kinda likes me too, we have been friends for a while, I met him last summer. At that time we didn't really get to know each other much, we just played together. But this year... I don't know, I just started liking him. He may not be all that attractive, but that's not why I like him. Usually I would fall for a guy who's really stunning hot, but this time, its his personality that I love most about him! :) He always makes me smile, and one thing we have in common is we both like anime, you can't believe how happy I was when he told me that. We also know a lot about each other. And I really would like to get to know him more!

  Only problem is... I most likely wont ever see him again! :'( :'( :'( Since he lives in Alberta and I live in B.C. We have some miles separating us, and my dad is moving too some time this year or the next. So only way we can communicate is by texting and facebook (don't you just love facebook! its handy sometimes.) but I don't know if that enough. 

  He will might forget about me, because his heart already belongs to 2 other girls... I only know 1 of there names and he hasn't told me who the other one is. Well, there could be a chance we were meant to be, that's what my friend told me, or maybe not, but I do know is that I really do like him, even if we live far away from each other, I will always remember him and his awesomeness! (we also have nicknames for each other!) :) Luv ya Waffle!!! (in a friend way-ish)

Luv Pancake!

SUMMER!

It's summer!!! One of the best seasons of the year! Spring and Fall are my fave seasons! :) only because their in the middle of Winter and Summer so the weather is wonderful! :) but right now its summer. July and August the hottest months of the year! I haven't been doing much so far this summer, although I'm at my dads :( I dont have very many friends here, and I'm not really close to them so I don't hang out with other people my age. But their is one friend here I hang out with. He's kool to hang with, and he's really funny. Another upside for when I'm is that when I'm here I usually have a lot of junk food, which isn't good for my teeth or braces but who cares! And another good thing about summer is that my fave summer show is on, its called Big Brother. It's a super good show and I love it! I always make my dad watch it, he doesn't like it much. Hehe I'm kinda evil that way. My sister also watches it with me and it's on tomorrow so we're gonna watch it together! Blah, I'm rambling so I'm gonna go do something else.

Always loving ~Heather!

P.S. I also do a lot of shopping! :) hehe!

OMFG

I'm so tired of the shit my friends are giving me! My week has not started out well! My "best friends" hate me and I'm in the middle of a fucking fight with two of my other friends! And it's just fucking sickening!!!! ARG FUCK IT ALL!!!!!! The world needs to learn how to deal it out, and learn something called WORLD PEACE! *sigh* Well on the bright side of this sick fucking world, I have been reading a few new manga's that I really like and I have only a few more days of school left! That's the only good damn thing that's happening to me right now..!

I'm tired so, peace!

Heather :/

Happy Happy Day!

Hey guess what!? Last night I went to bed at the age of 12 and woke up 13! If you get what I mean, I'm saying it's my birthday!!! Yes I'm now officially a teen which is really exciting! I only have a few hours until June 4th ends :( but whatever! My day has been really good, I got to see that guy I like after school, (he said Happy Birthday to me :D) my actual day in school was really easy like my class is starting algebra and so far its really easy! My friends just love to embarrass me, so they sang happy birthday to me and today was just really good! And after school my mom made a really good cake and I got a Slurpee and their were some good movies on TV, so my day has just been excellent! Also as I said earlier in one of my posts I went to a trip well it was SO fun! We got to sleep in teepee's and go to a hotel and we stayed on a bus for over 5 hours it was uncomfortable!!!! But its all good now! Well I'm gonna stay up until 12, why not stay up till the end of my birthday!?

Love 13 Year Old Heather :D