FML

My life is over, I have nothing if your not in it, I'm sorry! I'm a complete fucking screw up!!!!!!!!!!!! you should know that you know hold my heart! and I don't care if you keep it forever, I just want you to have it for awhile!

So there was this guy...

...and I have recently started to like, and he kinda likes me too, we have been friends for a while, I met him last summer. At that time we didn't really get to know each other much, we just played together. But this year... I don't know, I just started liking him. He may not be all that attractive, but that's not why I like him. Usually I would fall for a guy who's really stunning hot, but this time, its his personality that I love most about him! :) He always makes me smile, and one thing we have in common is we both like anime, you can't believe how happy I was when he told me that. We also know a lot about each other. And I really would like to get to know him more!

  Only problem is... I most likely wont ever see him again! :'( :'( :'( Since he lives in Alberta and I live in B.C. We have some miles separating us, and my dad is moving too some time this year or the next. So only way we can communicate is by texting and facebook (don't you just love facebook! its handy sometimes.) but I don't know if that enough. 

  He will might forget about me, because his heart already belongs to 2 other girls... I only know 1 of there names and he hasn't told me who the other one is. Well, there could be a chance we were meant to be, that's what my friend told me, or maybe not, but I do know is that I really do like him, even if we live far away from each other, I will always remember him and his awesomeness! (we also have nicknames for each other!) :) Luv ya Waffle!!! (in a friend way-ish)

Luv Pancake!

SUMMER!

It's summer!!! One of the best seasons of the year! Spring and Fall are my fave seasons! :) only because their in the middle of Winter and Summer so the weather is wonderful! :) but right now its summer. July and August the hottest months of the year! I haven't been doing much so far this summer, although I'm at my dads :( I dont have very many friends here, and I'm not really close to them so I don't hang out with other people my age. But their is one friend here I hang out with. He's kool to hang with, and he's really funny. Another upside for when I'm is that when I'm here I usually have a lot of junk food, which isn't good for my teeth or braces but who cares! And another good thing about summer is that my fave summer show is on, its called Big Brother. It's a super good show and I love it! I always make my dad watch it, he doesn't like it much. Hehe I'm kinda evil that way. My sister also watches it with me and it's on tomorrow so we're gonna watch it together! Blah, I'm rambling so I'm gonna go do something else.

Always loving ~Heather!

P.S. I also do a lot of shopping! :) hehe!