Times Flies

 I'm in grade 8... holy shit!!! Its been awhile since I wrote last... sorry about that i just don't keep track of time :P but this is gonna be like 5 sentences because I don't feel like writing too much. I fucken hate my life, and my teeth are annoying and who ever invented dental care is an asshole. I wanna kill them, but if their already dead then I wanna go back in time to the day they were born and kill them!!! BECAUSE ITS THEIR FAULT THAT THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED BRACES!!! Grrr... sigh... well I'm gonna go now... I'm probably going to be on the computer until 2... and then I have to go down to help fund raise for my Japan trip so goodnight!
XoXo Matt (AKA Heather)

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1.03.01

Sorryy!

 Hey sorry I haven't written in a while.... there was things I have been recently dealing with.... mostly heart break. My summer hasn't been the greatest. Hopefully my life will be back to normal when I'm in grade 8, or it will just change some more. I have been thinking the one person who I have been not trusting is myself. I have been really depressed and not taking care of myself and only worrying about some I thought I "loved". BUT that will change. I will just be me and those who do not like that then they can EFF off!

 I usually feel really good after I write. Because here I can write from my heart and I don't get judged! (And I really don't have any followers so that makes it even better!)

Lots of love... Heather!

FML

My life is over, I have nothing if your not in it, I'm sorry! I'm a complete fucking screw up!!!!!!!!!!!! you should know that you know hold my heart! and I don't care if you keep it forever, I just want you to have it for awhile!

So there was this guy...

...and I have recently started to like, and he kinda likes me too, we have been friends for a while, I met him last summer. At that time we didn't really get to know each other much, we just played together. But this year... I don't know, I just started liking him. He may not be all that attractive, but that's not why I like him. Usually I would fall for a guy who's really stunning hot, but this time, its his personality that I love most about him! :) He always makes me smile, and one thing we have in common is we both like anime, you can't believe how happy I was when he told me that. We also know a lot about each other. And I really would like to get to know him more!

  Only problem is... I most likely wont ever see him again! :'( :'( :'( Since he lives in Alberta and I live in B.C. We have some miles separating us, and my dad is moving too some time this year or the next. So only way we can communicate is by texting and facebook (don't you just love facebook! its handy sometimes.) but I don't know if that enough. 

  He will might forget about me, because his heart already belongs to 2 other girls... I only know 1 of there names and he hasn't told me who the other one is. Well, there could be a chance we were meant to be, that's what my friend told me, or maybe not, but I do know is that I really do like him, even if we live far away from each other, I will always remember him and his awesomeness! (we also have nicknames for each other!) :) Luv ya Waffle!!! (in a friend way-ish)

Luv Pancake!

SUMMER!

It's summer!!! One of the best seasons of the year! Spring and Fall are my fave seasons! :) only because their in the middle of Winter and Summer so the weather is wonderful! :) but right now its summer. July and August the hottest months of the year! I haven't been doing much so far this summer, although I'm at my dads :( I dont have very many friends here, and I'm not really close to them so I don't hang out with other people my age. But their is one friend here I hang out with. He's kool to hang with, and he's really funny. Another upside for when I'm is that when I'm here I usually have a lot of junk food, which isn't good for my teeth or braces but who cares! And another good thing about summer is that my fave summer show is on, its called Big Brother. It's a super good show and I love it! I always make my dad watch it, he doesn't like it much. Hehe I'm kinda evil that way. My sister also watches it with me and it's on tomorrow so we're gonna watch it together! Blah, I'm rambling so I'm gonna go do something else.

Always loving ~Heather!

P.S. I also do a lot of shopping! :) hehe!

OMFG

I'm so tired of the shit my friends are giving me! My week has not started out well! My "best friends" hate me and I'm in the middle of a fucking fight with two of my other friends! And it's just fucking sickening!!!! ARG FUCK IT ALL!!!!!! The world needs to learn how to deal it out, and learn something called WORLD PEACE! *sigh* Well on the bright side of this sick fucking world, I have been reading a few new manga's that I really like and I have only a few more days of school left! That's the only good damn thing that's happening to me right now..!

I'm tired so, peace!

Heather :/

Happy Happy Day!

Hey guess what!? Last night I went to bed at the age of 12 and woke up 13! If you get what I mean, I'm saying it's my birthday!!! Yes I'm now officially a teen which is really exciting! I only have a few hours until June 4th ends :( but whatever! My day has been really good, I got to see that guy I like after school, (he said Happy Birthday to me :D) my actual day in school was really easy like my class is starting algebra and so far its really easy! My friends just love to embarrass me, so they sang happy birthday to me and today was just really good! And after school my mom made a really good cake and I got a Slurpee and their were some good movies on TV, so my day has just been excellent! Also as I said earlier in one of my posts I went to a trip well it was SO fun! We got to sleep in teepee's and go to a hotel and we stayed on a bus for over 5 hours it was uncomfortable!!!! But its all good now! Well I'm gonna stay up until 12, why not stay up till the end of my birthday!?

Love 13 Year Old Heather :D

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My Lucky Day!

Kay so yesterday I slept over at my friends house because I wanted to have a sleep over with her before I couldn't see her again until next Friday! And we just hung out and stuff and this morning we took her bus to school and we saw the guy I liked (also one of the reasons why I slept over). It was really awesome! We kept texting each other and I made him laugh and he made me laugh and I just loved it! He also gave me a origami paper box, (he makes lots of them) it was a really awesome box, but I was just so sad when I lost it!!!! I left it in one of the class rooms at my school, at lunch and I was just sad when I found out it was gone! But I did manage to take a picture of it, I'll post it later. And on the good side on Tuesday I'm going on a class trip! And that's the reason why I won't like see my friend for days, which is really sad!! And I did see my crush again, and that made me really happy! Well before I go for a walk or do something else, I'll post the picture later, so I'll be going.

Heather

P.S. A week from now is my 13th Birthday!!!! :D

I'M SO HAPPY!

OMG OMG OMG OMG I'm so happy. I told a guy that I liked him and he said it was alright and he likes me as a friend. I know that's kinda lame but its better then what happened last time I liked a guy and he found out. He didn't even think of how I was feeling towards him, he just kinda suck with what his friends thought so I didn't really get a chance. But this time I told the guy I liked him and he was totally ok with it. Although he has a girlfriend, I plan to stick with trying to get him to like me. That might be a while until that happens but I will conquer and I will ask him out and be the happiest I have ever been (of course after he breaks up with his recent girl friend). Also tomorrow I'm going over to a friends house who lives by him and goes on the same bus, on Fridays so I'm gonna see him which is so awesome. He's so hot! :) Well I have to get my stuff together for tomorrow bye!

Happy Heather :D

Just Kinda Bored.

Hey, I'm writing write now because I'm bored and have nothing better to do. Right now I'm listening to music and on facebook. It's really awesome! Not. This weekend was May long weekend, and I was sick most of the time, but I did get to go to a movie with my friend, the movie was good. We saw Shrek the Final Story, or I think that's what its called. But it was really funny, although we were like the only middle schoolers there, well there were a few others. Me and my friend laughed a lot, I liked it. But I'm not too sure about my friend, she said she liked it, but I couldn't tell if she really meant it, whatever we had a good time. At the beginning my friend and I were talking about this anime we like called Death Note. (awesomest anime ever!!!!) and we talked about other things too, it was really funny just hanging out with her, usually shes with some of our other friends and shes not the same. Well I have to go, I'm getting tired and sadly I have school tomorrow.

To You

From Me

Feeling Better!

Hey I thought I'd update on how I'm feeling and I'm feeling much better :) I'm really happy and today I'm going to the movies, but I'm not getting popcorn.
Peace.

Sickness SUCKS!

I'm just feel terrible right now. I'm just so sick :( I know that I should be probably up in my room, and not on my laptop but I don't really listen to well. Well this entry is gonna be short.

Heather (I hate being sick!)

Girls Like Good Dancers!

On Thursday it was my school dance (it was the last one until next year), so I'm sorry I haven't been blogging to much. After school I went straight down to the soccer fields to watch my friends game (her team lost, but she did score a goal!), and after I went to my other friends house to go get ready and my hair was straight and so pretty! When I got there most of the school was there! At first I didn't dance with any guys, but then I got asked by one, and I didn't want to be rude so I said yes. It was really awkward, because he dated my sister once, and it was just so awkward. But after that I danced with more guys. I danced with one guy who was so nice, and he doesn't say no to any girl, which I thought that was so cute. Anyways I started to like him, and I wanted to dance with him the last song but my so-called-bffl danced with him instead of me! But whatever I only started to like him then so no big deal. Anyways I danced with 4 guys that dance, but my total this year is 6 guys, I danced with. It was weird, before i went to the dance I had a bit of a sore throat, then it got worse and now I'm just sick and it majorly sucks!!! Right now I have no plans for this weekend! ZIP, NATTA, NONE! And guess what!? It's May long weekend so it really sucks! I'm gonna go now because I just feel horrible.

From the sick and lovely Heather :)

Super Duper Excited!!!

Today I handed in my application so I can go to Japan next year and I was like the 8th one I think, doesn't matter, but anyways I was in the top 20 and those were the people who were guaranteed to go! So I'm just so syked but worried, I might not get in, but if I do I'm going to freak with joy!  I'M JUST SO HAPPY EVEN THINKING OF BEING ABLE TO GO!!!!!!!!! You stay with a Japanese family but most of the time your in a "small" Japanese city and being a tourist and doing fun stuff! I wanna go soooo badly, most of my friends are going so that's just another bonus! Sorry for my rambling but I'm just so happy. Well I just thought you guys should know, I'll be talking about a lot next year! :) And my birthday soon! :D

Love Heather :)

School's a waste

I just hate school, its a huge waste and I hate it. I have to read a damn book that don't even like! That annoys me sooo much. Also if you do something that doesn't even involve the school at all and you get in trouble for it. Like one time me and my friend-ish made an email about this girl who's a total bitch and thinks she can do what ever she wants because she's so messed up. Anyways we made an email about her saying a bunch of stuff, and all and then she found out and ratted us out, I was just so pissed. I'm starting to get angry about this, lol. But i guess school can help with your career and other stuff, but also you can go on trips and dances, like my school dance is on Thursday! Happy :) and I'm also signing up to go to Japan next year, I just can't wait for that!!!! School maybe a waste but it has SOME good sides.

Heather :)

Wonderous Books

Have you ever read a really fantastic book and you just didn't want it to end and for it to forever go on and on and on. Well that has happened to me. Like when i first read Twilight, I just fell in love with it, and wanted to become a vampire so badly (That's how much I loved it. But I don't anymore). Also I just finished reading a book called Generation Dead, It's about this gothic girl named Phoebe who starts liking a zombie boy name Tommy (he's the one who inspired me too write a blog. And he also has a blog http://mysocalledundeath.blogspot.com) I'm hoping to get the other books for my birthday. Anyways I don't wanna get too out track about it, but what I'm saying is that books can change a person and how they look at things. Personalty I love books, but i guess some people in this world don't like most kids in my class hate books, so I can't say that everyone loves them. So read if you want to or if you really couldn't give a damn then ok what ever it's your choice.
Heather :)

Hey blogging world!

Hello, My name is Heather. I'm 12 (almost 13) but anyways this is my first time blogging and I will try to post more longer blogs but right now I'm tired and I wanna read.

Love from H.J.